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And I Am Their Prince
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25th-Sep-2006 11:10 pm - I'm So Sorry.
Waiting
I'm so sorry for worrying you, and I'm sorry that my choice caused Xeryim to be born... I don't think I can fix it, but I'm so sorry...

For now, all I can do is wait and hope that things don't get too bad.

Kairi, I'm glad you're okay and you're with someone who'll take care of you.

I think I talked to everyone else. >.>;
29th-Aug-2006 02:01 pm - Don't Worry
Falling in the Rain
To my friends,

I’ll be okay, I’ll be fine. Don’t worry about me, because it’ll only keep you from looking ahead, and I don’t want that. Take care of yourselves, since I can’t for a little while. *chuckles*

I'll only be gone for a little while, I promise.


Moving Forward ~ Hoobastank
At least I'm moving forward.
At least I'm moving forward.
At least I'm moving forward.
At least I'm moving forward...

I stand before, a road that will lead,
into the unknown. At least unknown to me.
I want to go, but I'm paralysed with fear.
Fear of a choise, where the outcome isn't clear.

Nooo, but still I gooo.

And I take, the first step of a million more.
And I'll make mistakes I've never made before.
But at least I'm moving forward, at least I'm moving forward.
At least I'm moving forward...

I wonder if, the journey will be,
Shorter as I hope, or much longer than it seems.
But either way, I've made up my mind.
I'm through feeling scared, I'm leaving that behind.

Sooo, Now it's time to gooo.

And I take, the first step of a million more.
And I'll make mistakes I've never made before.
But at least I'm moving forward, at least I'm moving forward.
At least I'm moving forward...

And in while I''l be singing,

Na, nana nana

And I take, the first step of a million more.
And I'll make mistakes I've never made before.
But at least I'm moving forward, at least I'm moving forward.
At least I'm moving forward, at least I'm moving forward.

And I take, the first step of a million more!
And I'll make mistakes I've never made before!
But at least I'm moving forward, at least I'm moving forward.
At least I'm moving forward, at least I'm moving forward!

Mo-ving, for-ward.
Mo-ving, for-ward.
Mo-ving, for-ward.
Mo-ving, for-ward...

Na, nana nana
24th-Aug-2006 11:29 pm(no subject)
You'll Be In My Heart [not mine]
Sora convinced me to take this. o.o

...That was interesting...Collapse )
15th-Aug-2006 07:53 am - The World of Music is Laughing at Me.
Lying to Myself [not mine]
"Feel the Silence" ~ The GooGoo Dolls

You lie awake at night
With blue eyes that never cry
All you remember now
Is what you feel

The truth remains
In midnight conversations
I asked for this moment
But you turned away

Sad like a lonely child
Broken the day you’re born
I held the light to you
But I was so vain

And you remain
A promise unfulfilled
I ask you for more
But you push me away

And if we feel the silence
Holding this all inside us
Everything means more now than
Words could explain
And if we feel the silence
Leaving this all behind us
Looking for something more to say

I don’t know where I’m going
Only know where I been
But you move through my soul like a hurricane wind
We’ve been so lost for so long
I don’t know how to get back again

And we’re drowning in the water
That flows under this bridge
When you’re fighting the current
You forget how to live
And I wanted to reach you but I don’t know where to begin
And you remain
A promise unfulfilled until today

And if we feel the silence
Holding this all inside us
Everything means more now than
Words could explain
And if we feel the silence
Leaving this all behind us
When it’s gone what will you say

How do we hold on
How do we hold on
How do we hold on
How do we hold on
How do we hold - yeah

You lie awake at night
Blue eyes that never cry
13th-Aug-2006 04:23 am - The End
Despair [not mine]
What is there to say?

I do want to say thank you to all the guys who meddled.

"Thanks so much for screwing up a good thing. I hope you all rot in hell."


"Long way down, and I don't think I'll make it on my own."

If this is my lonely train, here's my stop...



I'll be okay.

Someday...
STFU NOOB [not mine]
Kehaw.

Pain.

Oh wow.

No pity. Please.

But ow.
3rd-Aug-2006 11:31 pm - Nap
Waiting
Xigbar carried me to the Marketplace and I'm awake again.

Sora? I'm not in the Computer Room anymore. -____-
29th-Jul-2006 02:34 am - More Dreams
Waiting
This one actually seemed nice... for a while.

Sora and I were sitting on the beach. The sun was setting, we were talking. There were no demands, no awkward questions, no pain, no scars. It was.... (*coughs*) nice. To say the least. A cool wind off the ocean, clouds the color of a raspberry, fish flitting around in the shallows, the whole nine yards.

No sir, you don't get much more peaceful than that.

And then everything warped. The air was icy cold, and rain poured down. Within a split second, I was soaked to the bone, and all the more cold beside. I was wearing my Organization cloak again, and my blindfold cinched on so tight I thought my head would burst beneath it. I dug my fingers in beneah the band, trying to tear it off, but the fabric wouldn't rip. My vision cleared and I could see through the band- my fingers were bleeding, like someone had rapped a dagger's flat side against my knuckles for hours. Shadows swept over the sand and the water, over everything- there was nothing left but darkness that pooled around my feet, then swallowed them, climbing up my legs, up to my knees, where they stopped for a moment. I tried to move, but my legs were caught fast to the ground.

Sora stood before me, looking at me with something in his eyes that I didn't want to think about. Contempt. Perhaps even hatred.

"You'll destroy me, you'll destroy yourself. I can't be around you anymore."

He turned and walked away without looking back at me. I yelled, but no sound came out, I tried to run after him but my legs were bound. The shadows, laughing horribly, slithered up my legs, up my chest, swallowing all of me.

I woke screaming and thrashing, my knuckles bleeding from where I'd been, apparently, slamming my hands into the ground while I slept.

...oww.
21st-Jul-2006 11:27 pm(no subject)
Waiting
~~~~~

((Away for a funeral, back Thursday July 27-ish))
20th-Jul-2006 06:44 pm - Nightmares
Darkness
I had a nightmare last night...

At first, I was sitting in Hook’s chair in the captain’s quarters on his ship. Sora rocketed into the room like an angry tiger, demanding to know where Kairi was. I told him she was dead. He was about to attack me, so I summoned his shadow to fight him instead, but this time I didn’t leave during the battle. I sat and watched, watched as they fought viciously, as Sora gradually weakened and slowed... watched his shadow kill him.

Then we were in the World that Never Was, when we fought Xemnas together. I barely did anything during the final chamber... and when it came to the point where I took that hit for Sora that nearly crippled me... in the dream I didn’t move. I watched impassively as Xemnas killed Sora, blasting him with lasers till there was nothing left. Then he welcomed me like a brother.

Finally there was nothing. No horrifying images, no lasers, no anti-Sora. But there was darkness, plenty of it. I was suspended in an eternality of utter shadow. It was, in its own way, even more horrible than what had come before it.

When I finally woke up, my throat was raw from screaming, my fists were clenched so hard they ached, and I was covered in cold sweat.

What’s happening to me? What’s going on? I don't think I can take this much longer.

If only a blindfold was enough... if it was, I would gladly hide my eyes for the rest of my life...
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